Those days were some what cold
Trying to sink away
Hoping not to be noticed
So the pain would just disappear
The scars he gave me
Will always be there
A reminder of a place
That is so very bare
Holding the tears in
As the memories stay in my mind
They become real again
Every time I think of him
The thought he controls me
Spins my mind to bits
My innocence has gone
And will never be forgotten
I wished I was somewhere else
maybe I deserve this
He blames it on me
and he is right, it is my fault
He treats me like crap
Just throwing me around
I’m broken up inside
And left lying on the ground
My life was once worth living Now, I am not so sure
I’d give anything to be normal
Even though I’m not worth much
I was out-going and strong
Happy with my life
Until this bomb shell hit me
I just want to curl up and cry
The dreams are just repeating
Not stopping when I wake
Like I’m still living
That awful hate
Those days before all this happened
Seems like such a fairytale
All I feel is empty, Dead inside
Not even my kids can help
Not being able to turn back
Is such an awful thought
Surviving all this
Is just something else...
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