Dear Diary

There's a hell deep inside her
Burning bright with all its flames
There's a torturing chamber in her heart
That she can't seem to shake
There's a hell deep inside her
It comes to engulf her every night
There's a hell that's big and furious
It makes her hide in fear
There's a hell deep inside her
And it licks its greedy mouth
For it would love to eat her all
And many times its come just about
But somehow she stifles it
Like the pot, she's found the lid
But it still sizzles torments at her
And it steams over with what he did
There's a hell deep inside her
It only soaks out when she screams
It laps back up with all the memories
That she hides behind the scenes
There's a hell deep inside her
That shows no sign of ever seeing light
The part of her that died that night
And the one who let her husband make her cry
There's a hell deep inside her
That she awakens time to time
To curse herself to stay in its depths
For all her confused sense of self crime
And once in a blue moon curse the world
For the torment its built her in her heart
For the robbery of that young woman
She wants to tear the world all apart
But there still stays a hell deep inside her
No matter how she scratches or screams or kicks
For the hell has been long made within her
And into its spiral, she often does slip
Will she ever be free of the hell
That beats at her from behind her eyes?
If you listen real close you can hear it
Trying to cleanse itself between her cries